Monday, November 16, 2009

fck .

pmts , mul oli mingi füüsikas 2 õiget , klassiõel 1 õige.. ma sain 3 , tema sai 4 . õpetaja vabandas : tal oli teine rühm .
Klassijuhata käskis inglisekeeles jutustada 1 min nädala uudiseid . ma rääkisin kiiresti , soravalt , palju .kuid mitte aega täis . ja eelminenädal poole vähem jutustanud tüüp sai 4 ja mina 3 ????? haige . ja veel . füsa õpetaja nägi mind ükskord hääletamas ja rääkis klassijuhatajale ... klassijuhataja helistas mu emale , et maris hääletas eile kell 9.30 õhtul tartus ... sai feili . ma olin kell 8 juba kodus . suht haige no . miks mingid kuradi õpetajad topivad oma nina mu ellu ???????????? NO KURAT KUI NÄRVI AJAB .

aitäh

vähe sellest , et mu füüsikaõpetaja üritab mu elu ära rikkuda , nüüd üritab seda teha ka mu klassijuhataja ja klassikaaslased ... AITÄH TEILE JA SUUR TÄNU TOREDA PÄEVA EEST .

Muide , ma just avastasin , et mul on kurgulaes auk .

aitäh .

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Niceee

I had a nice day .
first i woke up . i wen't to school . i had like 5 lessons... then psychologist calls me to her office : I need to talk to you , you've got some problems . ok WHAT ???
so , i went to her office . and she starts asking me questions like how i feel . and if somethings wrong with me . but firstly she asked like about my parents and my family .. wait ... YOU'RE LIKE ONE OF MY MOMS BEST FRIENDS.. WHY DO YOU EVEN ASK THIS STUFF ??? and then she starts : you've got some problem with your behaving . you talk too much . i have to ask if somethings wrong with you . but ofcourse it might be genetic , because your mom talks much also . and now answer to me ... do you think that your talking disturbs other ??? and questions like that . so i started telling her exactly what she wants to hear . and then i started telling her soome psychological bullshit , so she said that theres possibility that my brain has developed . and i may even get smart someday .. like i started laughing ... And then she started to talk about hitchhiking . that aren't i friggen afraid that something happens to me ?fck , thats my own business what i do , right ?? i can't remember what i told her . but few minutes later i was out of there . and about hour ago my mom recieved a phonecall . That the psychologist talked to me about that i have got some serious problems ... To be honest , i was pretty sure that she'll talk about drugs and smoke and alcohol or smth : D

BUT YEA ! i had a nice day .

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

niaaaw .

When can i sleep normally again ? when will those things stop ? its like sooooo weird . is it worth it ?

bawz

its pretty aweful when you are trying to explane something to others . they say that its bullshit . and im lying . and next day they talk the same text as i did the day before . And if i say that wtf , thats the same thing i tried to tell you yesyerday they're like wtf . why are you lying so fucken much ??? thats soooo killing me .
some 13 years old is trying to ruin my life ,

Monday, September 14, 2009

nahnahnahnah

nah , sick , wont go to schoolk this week . maybe next will be same way . thatmeans , not going out . so you might not see me at least for a week .

Thursday, August 6, 2009

jjjjjj :D

funchat with my awesome mayte .:D

awmygod .

ok , im seriously mean . But thats what i do :)

Monday, August 3, 2009

disastre ..

i hate saturday . last one . Edit ... Helena ... 2 good friends :) . now both are in the hospital . Edit fell from 4th floor during the photoshoot . i hope shes gonna be better . i really hope that . Helena had bad heart conditions . so she had a surgery... and she woke up ... she doesn't know ANYTHING about her life and so ... arghhh ... i wan't to see them . i don't know what would happen if i should have to lose you , Edit ...:S

Saturday, August 1, 2009


hi , today is weird day . i boiled lollipops with Erkkis lighter . Sorry Erkki :D , don't mind :) :D , i had fun . and i got 15 lollipops from my friend :D , awsum :D now at ketu's :D

Monday, July 27, 2009

nice day .

Day started well . i woke up around 8 . i cut the grass and went to shop . during that i got a phonecall from deana . she invited me camping . i said that i have to talk to my mom . i got home and mom said that she has to think about it . finally she said that i can go . i packed my stuff and got going . i got to Konsum , where we were supposed to meet . we went to shop , bought lots of things . and started searching for a person who could buy us alcohol . we found some old ugly guy . he bought us 12 pints of gin safari . we started moving to campingplace . it was horrible . the bags were soo heavy .im glad im alive . so in the evening drank 1 pint maybe . and after one hour i just felt that my head is killing me . such a pain . like someone would hit my head inside .aweful . i started puking , and i wanted to sleep , but i couldn't . so i went to our tent , Kristiina got me some painkillers . they didn't help . i just puked them out . i called my mom . she came to pick me up to some road . so we had to walk a lot . and at first we went to wrong way . aweful . mood was low . wanted to die . felt like dying . and just about 10 minutes ago i woke up :) sooo ... unforgettable .

Thursday, July 23, 2009

argh .

I've got normal friends . day started with : i called my friend and he was like , okay , i will come with you out . then i felt like i was alone in Tartu , no friends , no nothing . then i saw Mariel , okay i decided to go with her , and then was like ok , we went to Pirogov to check if here were anybody awesome . nobody ! then we went to Fi , because Mariel wanted , because she thinks its fun in there , but heck yeah ...i was bored all night , and when i wanted to leave Mariel said that don't go , its starting to be fun . no fun . again no nothing . later we started to hitchhike and Mariel told me to go little further . she was picked up , and she just passed me bye without stopping , like nice friend , i had to stay there for 30 minutes . and oh yeah . my neighbor stopped , he called my mom , my mom is mad . but that is weird : mom told me that she won't stop me hitchhiking but it will be my own risking . but i'm not allowed to hitchhike alone anymore . nice job .